Back to Work. Off to Daycare.

January 4th marked the first for a few things.

  1. Back to work from maternity leave.
  2. Z’s first day of daycare.
  3. Started the 21 Day Fix meal planning.

Getting up early was rough. Not gonna lie. Being off for a little over three months, not having to worry what time I woke up in the morning, or having any set routine was really nice. But once that Monday hit and I had to get up early AND had a completely new routine, wow, words can’t explain it. When people say that it’s hard to get a baby out of the house, they aren’t kidding!

But the good news is, I did it and still got to work by 7:30am. Every mother I knew told me that once they leave their baby at daycare (or even with someone they know), they cried all the way to work. Ha! I didn’t! Does that make me a bad mother? God I hope not. I did, however, feel sad and empty all day long. I mean come on, I’ve been with this little guy 24/7 for over three months! I was bound to feel something. Each day that got better.

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Photo: My desk full of pictures of Z to help this new momma make it through the day.

Lets get to the daycare topic. I had picked this place when I was 4m pregnant. Nice mother and daughter home daycare right in my neighborhood. They had another infant there so I thought it would be a great place.

Fast forward several months to Jan 4th 2016…I drop him off, diaper bag packed for the week. They sent me a few pictures of him so I knew he was still alive. That night I go to pick him up and they gave me an update on how he did. The mother, N, told me that he napped either in the pack n play or the car seat. I didn’t process that until I got home and decompressed, and then it donned on me….the car seat!!!!

It was only weeks or a couple of months since I saw something on the news about a baby dying in their car seat while at daycare. So I flipped. the F. OUT! I don’t want my car seat used as a sleeping area. So the next morning, I spoke with N to make sure I heard her right. I didn’t want to accuse or jump down her back if I heard her wrong. So I asked her and she confirmed that’s what happened. I just explained that I wasn’t comfortable with that. He’s only 3m and I’d like him to sleep flat, either in the pack n play, floor, crib, whatever, but flat. She agreed. I felt a bit better.

UNTIL, I realized that I was noticing she didn’t have ANY toys. So I kept watching and checking the room out for toys when I’d drop or pick him up. No toys. One morning I brought that up and she explained that the other infant, who is about 1.5y likes to throw and climb on everything, so she puts them away. AHHHHH….good. She showed me where the toys were and what she uses to play with my son. All is good in the world.

He’s been there for almost two weeks now. When I pick him up and she puts him in the car seat, she’s talking to him, and he’s just smiling away. So he’s happy and that makes me happy. I didn’t want to be that overly protective mom but I will be if needed and at least I had conversations with her before pulling him from there.

When I was thinking about pulling him and even had some other daycare’s lined up to interview, it occurred to me that these other places had lots of kids, all different ages. Would he get the same attention? Would he just be sitting, or crying for a while until they get to him. At least where he’s at, there are ONLY two infants with two providers, so basically one on one attention. Sold.

Now on to the 21 Day Fix meal planning. Yeah, it was a good idea but not on the first day back to work and dealing with daycare. So I will start that back up eventually. I won’t be using it as a diet, because I don’t really need that (although I do still have some baby belly to get rid of), but more importantly it’s learning how to do portion control and eating the right foods.

So that’s that. 🙂

 

OMG!! He’s 3 months old today!

I’ll say it again…Zane is 3m old today! I just can’t believe how time can go by so fast. And I hate the fact that I haven’t been blogging about this little guy a lot more. I mean so much has happened and I feel like I should have been documenting it better.

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Things he likes: smiling, cooing, falling asleep in my arms, falling asleep on my chest, moving his arms and legs constantly, demanding food immediately, being swaddled, holding my hand while eating, diaper changes, baths, sitting up, looking around, watching TV, car rides, stroller rides, chewing on his hands, drooling

Things he dislikes: tummy time (unless on my chest), being cradled in my arms, naps, when I take too long getting his bottle, sometimes the swing

I have ordered so many things from Amazon that I think they’ve assigned me my own driver, or at least I feel they should. I buy and try different things for him and some I’ve returned. I really should blog about the items we both have loved so far, but that would require me to blog more. Ha! I’ll try.

Thanksgiving: Well obviously I have many things to be thankful for this year. Zane, my mom, my friends, and my job. They all mean so much to me. Mom and I made some food and just had a nice chill day. I took my own “first Thanksgiving” pic of Zane. There are going to be so many “firsts”!

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Christmas: It was great. Not going to lie, having him here…finally, is such a blessing that I went overboard on gifts. I mean seriously, he can’t open of gifts yet and doesn’t understand Santa but I had to do it anyway. Next year he’ll probably be more interested but only in the wrapping paper. We did the whole Santa picture thing, but I haven’t scanned it in yet so I can’t post it here. 😦 I also had some professional photos taken with my mom as well. So it was the three of us. Very special and they came out so good!

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Ugh, so as my maternity leave comes to an end, I hate the thought of going back to work and leaving this sweet little boy. I technically started last week but work allowed me to work from home the rest of the year, so I go back into the office on Monday, Jan 4th. AND that means it will be Zane’s first day of daycare.

I know Zane will be fine, I mean, it’s going to be all ME. I’ll eventually be okay but until then I will miss him. I don’t think I’ll be one of those mother’s who cry all the way to work, but you never know. I’ve printed out a bunch of photos so I can plaster them all over my cubicle wall.

The daycare I picked is the lowest price I could find and they are right in my neighborhood. So I’m going with them unless or until I have a problem with them, but I don’t think I will. They have one other infant, H, that is about 10m so Zane will learn a lot from watching this little boy. It will be good for him.

Well I’m off to bed now. I really do and will try to blog more often. Once I go back to work I’ll be able to do some during lunch.

Laters!