Dimpled Firefighter

I had narrowed my donor choices down to two. Dimpled Firefighter and Hazel Eyes. I’ve been struggling over this but one of my blog friends who has ADD experience suggested to steer clear of that, to not risk it, especially since I’m single. That’s what I needed to hear. I needed someone who had some insight to basically tell me what to do. Plus I had another friend of mine confirm that same thought. If I had a boyfriend or a husband, I’d probably make him make some of these decisions for me. But since I don’t have that, my friends and blog friends are my “husband”. So thank you!

I ordered one vial today. My last vial I will ever order. It was weird thinking that as I clicked the Submit button. But it’s done. And the weight lifted from my shoulders. Now I can concentrate on thinking positive, imagining my little one, think of myself being pregnant, and doing the best I can to make this happen.

It will happen.