Since my adoption process was placed on hold, my heart took a while to mend itself. I was filled with mixed emotions and found myself frustrated with what they said. It was nothing about me having an unfit home, or that I’d be an unfit mother. It was more along the lines of finances. But even my finances weren’t awful and friends I spoke too said that is enough to raise a child.
So I got to thinking….
Could I have my own baby?
Before adoption, I had that thought presented to me, but really felt in my heart that adoption was what I was supposed to do. But never went down this other path to see if it is even possible – at my age.
I began researching and found a place that could run some tests. I called and the appointment is set up for April 30th, 2013.